posts that were not shown previously... back in the EMO days...

feeling very Emo now... i cant stand the fact that not only my very stupid computer screwed up the MIDI sound such that writing music is now impossible... such that i'm virtually 'jobless', i have also alot of problems with my feelings nowadays... why is it that i got over the past but it keeps coming back to haunt?
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listening to old school stress-relief/stress-inflicting songs now... mahler 5 & 6... actually kinda sounds happy.. argh...

~pianist is weird~